Thursday, February 5, 2015

The Month of Love

With all the boys I text,
With all the friends I have,
With all my family who is in town,
I am not feeling the love.

Relationships are complicated.
Love is more than emotion.

I am talking to a lot of guys.
But that is it so far.
I have a lot of friends and "friends",
But I am still searching for that close knit confidante.
I live with my immediate family,
And I really think our relationship would be better
If I was not dependent on them for survival.

While I am not convinced that true love exists,
I am also not convinced that it doesn't.
And there is the core of it -
I have hope that it does.
It has not been completely squashed yet.


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