Nightmares

In the last several years I've changed a lot
And worked through so many issues.
But there's still anger inside of me;
I see it when I dream.

It appears in a recurring nightmare
And I really hate what I see.
The details may vary,
But the feelings are the same.

I only wish I could stop them,
But I had another one today.
I really wish I could stop them.
Because I wake up hating myself.

Tragedy

When tragedy strikes
And the world seems dim,
You've got to hug the ones you care about,
Pray like your life depends on it,
Remember that God is in control,
And strive to make tomorrow better.

Volunteering

It's only volunteering
If the person decides to do it
Not for money
Or because one's forced

My parents have always been active in this,
Mostly with the church.
But at home I heard the complaining,
And growing up was forced to endure it.

Now I am an adult
And I guard my time
For it is not theirs
Or anyone else's.

I will volunteer
For what I want to
But if I choose not to
That is my decision
And no one else's.

So no one should push guilt
Or try to talk me into it
Do what you want to do
And I will choose what I do.

It's Good

Sometimes there are just good days.

I Want One

I really want one. Such beautiful creatures!