Surprise in the Mail

Today I got a box in the mail from my Grandma.
It was full of YARN!
I had written to her about a project I am working on...
Which requires yarn.
But I never expected her to send any.
Thank you, Grandma!

I Fell in Love

Tonight I fell in love with one of my friend's dogs.
He is the largest dog you can get,
but super sweet,
and totally loving.
I would take him in a heartbeat.

I Had To

There's a policy in my house, 

Don't ask and Don't tell.

I don't like to keep buying it,

but I can't stand to see him in so much pain.

See, alcohol makes his headaches hurt less,

but I am afraid he is dependent on it

and afraid I am contributing to it.

I don't know what to do,

or who I could talk to,

so for now, I had to

once again.

Judgement

Why does she have to judge me so much?

Barricade

I had the opportunity to go places the last two days.
I was even supposed to go.
But instead I retreated, unable to get past my barricade.
Because sometimes I just don't feel like going out and facing the world.

If I Stay

If I stay too long, I will completely die on the inside.