This is how it feels.
The job has many issues, one after another.
At least it's a job - but it pays low wages.
One friend has a boyfriend,
And that means he comes first.
Everything has changed.
I am in the process of letting her go.
Another friend has a new friend,
One of who I had thought was my friend.
I thought wrong. She never said anything,
But I can tell by her actions.
And whenever they do stuff just the two of them,
Especially when it's something I like to do,
It fucking hurts.
But I do not show it. There's nothing I can do.
I am going to have to see my ex at a friend's birthday party.
I cannot peacefully get out of going to said friend's birthday party.
The election has created a whole divide in this country.
I am tired of seeing the bigotry fired on both sides.
Everything is so expensive.
There are so much more issues than this.
You have to be guarded with everyone.
The coming holiday seasons are going to suck.
And I revel in saying "Fuck You" to people.
It appears I have some anger issues too.
