Friday, January 27, 2023

Please Help Me

"Please help me," I say often,
In a little girls voice in my head.
Sometimes it's my adult voice too.
But I don't where I end and You, God, begins.

I don't know boundaries.
I am trying, but how hard?
I feel like if I just try harder it will happen.
Is that a lie too?

Please help me in the messages I get,
In every message I receive.
I am far too influenceable. 
I need You to filter things into me.

I still want to know things;
This doesn't take away my will.
I want to know the good and the bad,
But Jesus, I want You there with me.

Please show me everything. 
In Your time, because I trust You.
Help me to trust You.
I don't truly trust anyone, but I do You.

Because You know why.
I still question if I am looking for something
That is not there.
I know I am broken.

This is where I am right now.
This is how I feel.
Am I wrong to expect something from You, Jesus?
Even in the word game You are the Messiah.

Jesus, as I have prayed before,
I don't know now.
I have prayed so many things.
Please let the world know Your goodness.



Saturday, January 21, 2023

There are Better Days Coming

It's a heart attack a minute
In this life down here on earth
We're all stranded right here in it
Wondering what it's worth
There are always threads of trouble
In this tangled web we weave
But tomorrow may just be ok
See here's what I believe

(chorus)
Better days are on the way my friend
Just a ways on down the line
I believe that just around the bend
Everything's gonna be fine
Better days are just a dream right now
It's like all you do is pray
But the world keeps turning
Bringing us better days

Well the storms won't stop descending
And the rain won't cease to fall
And there ain't no use pretending
Cause it's bound to find us all
Well it's easy to get hopeless
And drive yourself insane
But before you stop and set up shop
In the middle of the pain
Remember

(repeat chorus)

I know you've heard all the platitudes
About attitudes and positive thinking
But time just keep marching on
So just hold, on this too will pass
I know you'll see your face in a smile again

(repeat chorus x 2)

I believe in better days




Friday, January 20, 2023

The Mercies of the Lord

I will sing of the mercies of the Lord foreverI will sing I will singWhat a mercy that I am in the church foreverI will sing of the mercies of the Lord
With my mouth will I make knownThy faithfulness Thy faithfulnessWith my mouth will I make knownThy faithfulness to all generations
I will sing of the mercies of the Lord foreverI will sing I will singWhat a mercy that I am in the church foreverI will sing of the mercies of the Lord
Source: LyricFind
Songwriters: Robert J Powell
I Will Sing of the Mercies of the Lord Forever lyrics © The Lorenz Corporation



Friday, January 6, 2023

Shoulders

I look up to the mountainsDoes my strength come from the mountains?No, my strength comes from GodWho made heaven and earth, and the mountains
When confusion's my companionAnd despair holds me for ransomI will feel no fearI know that You are near
When I'm caught deep in the valleyWith chaos for my companyI'll find my comfort here'Cause I know that You are near
My help comes from YouYou're right here, pulling me throughYou carry my weakness, my sickness, my brokennessAll on Your shouldersYour shoulders
My help comes from YouYou are my rest, my rescueI don't have to see to believe thatYou're lifting me up on Your shouldersYour shoulders
You mend what once was shatteredAnd You turn my tears to laughterYour forgiveness is my fortressOh, Your mercy is relentless
My help comes from YouYou're right here, pulling me throughYou carry my weakness, my sickness, my brokennessAll on Your shouldersYour shoulders
My help comes from YouYou are my rest, my rescueI don't have to see to believe thatYou're lifting me up on Your shouldersYour shoulders
My help is from YouDon't have to see it to believe itMy help is from YouDon't have to see it, 'cause I know, 'cause I know it's true
My help is from YouDon't have to see it to believe itMy help is from YouDon't have to see it, 'cause I know, 'cause I know it's true
My help comes from YouYou're right here, pulling me throughYou carry my weakness, my sickness, my brokennessAll on Your shouldersYour shoulders
My help comes from YouYou are my rest, my rescueI don't have to see to believe thatYou're lifting me up on Your shouldersYour shoulders
My help is from YouDon't have to see it to believe itMy help is from YouDon't have to see it, 'cause I know, 'cause I know it's true
My help is from YouDon't have to see it to believe itMy help is from YouDon't have to see it, 'cause I know, 'cause I know it's true
My help is from YouDon't have to see it to believe itMy help is from YouDon't have to see it, 'cause I know, 'cause I know it's true
My help is from YouDon't have to see it to believe itMy help is from YouDon't have to see it, 'cause I know, 'cause I know it's true
Source: Musixmatch
Songwriters: Joel Smallbone / Benjamin Glover / Tedd Andrew Tjornhom / Luke James Smallbone
Shoulders lyrics © Wb Music Corp., Warner-tamerlane Publishing Corp., Shankel Songs, Method To The Madness, Kilns Music, 9 T One Songs, Ariose Music Group Inc.