Tuesday, May 25, 2021

Look Up

When you're looking for purpose 
And lost within,
Look up, to the One who made you.

When you feel lost and broken,
Like nothing will ever get better again,
Look up, to the One who sees you.

When you're depressed and hurt,
Beyond spoken words,
Look up, to the Healer of all human hearts.

When you're lonely and sad,
Desperate for someone to hold,
Look up, to the One who hears you.

When you're struggling in life,
And nothing is going right,
Look up, to the One who knows everything about you.

No matter your sorrow,
No matter your pain,
Look up, to the One who wants to heal you.

He who sees your hurt
Also knows your anger,
And He loves you unconditionally anyway.



Sunday, May 16, 2021

Can Cats Tell When You Are Depressed?

It's been a hard week,
And my girl has been by side,
But she's ten years old,
And so sleeps a lot anyways.

Can cats tell when you are depressed?
Can she tell when I'm feeling down?
I'm not sure the answer,
But I know she helps.



Thursday, May 13, 2021

Yes, I Will

I count on one thing
The same God that never fails
Will not fail me now
You won't fail me now
In the waiting
The same God who's never late
Is working all things out
You're working all things out
Yes I will, lift You high in the lowest valley
Yes I will, bless Your name
Oh, yes I will, sing for joy when my heart is heavy
All my days, oh yes I will
I count on one thing
The same God that never fails
Will not fail me now
You won't fail me now
In the waiting
The same God who's never late
Is working all things out
Is working all things out
Oh, yes I will, lift You high in the lowest valley
Yes I will, bless Your name
Oh, yes I will, sing for joy when my heart is heavy
For all my days, oh yes I will
For all my days, oh yes, I will
And I choose to praise
To glorify, glorify
The Name of all names
That nothing can stand against
And I choose to praise
To glorify, glorify
The Name of all names
That nothing can stand against
And I choose to praise
To glorify, glorify
The Name of all names
That nothing can stand against
And I choose to praise
To glorify, to glorify
The Name of all names
That nothing can stand against
Oh, yes I will, lift You high in the lowest valley
Yes I will, bless Your name
Oh, yes I will, sing for joy when my heart is heavy
All my days, oh yes, I will
For all my days, oh yes, I will
For all my days, yes, I will
Source: LyricFind
Songwriters: Eddie Hoagland / Jonathan Smith / Mia Fieldes
Yes I Will lyrics © Essential Music Publishing


Tuesday, May 11, 2021

We All Fall Down

I knew I shouldn't have let her in,
I knew I would get hurt.
For as fun and friendly as she is,
She is extremely selfish at her core. 

She used me,
She used him,
She used us.
She uses people.

Yes, she was down and broken,
But she didn't have to ditch us.
Oh, yes she is still my friend,
But not "loyal" like she said she is.

I know she learned early on
That she could only rely on herself,
But she looks for love in all the wrong places,
Even when she doesn't have to.

In the end, if nothing changes, 
She will be the miserable one.
She thinks she is more healed than she actually is,
Caught in a miserable cycle of suffering.

My mother thinks she was here for me,
But she was always against it being more.
Yes, there were some good influences,
But she herself is falling down too.

I'm thankful for every wall I did not let down,
I'm thankful for every damn he kept up.
For when everything came crashing down,
We all fell down.



Sunday, May 9, 2021

Another Year Around The Sun

This past Friday was my birthday celebration -
And this year I actually got to go out!

I was with three friends,
Though two aren't really friends anymore.

It started out a bit rough, with miscommunication,
But thankfully it got better later in the night. 

My favorite part was talking with
The One Who Knows Me Less.

The One Who Should Know Me Better organized it.
And my smartest friend came despite her feelings toward her.

It was raining, but I decided to still get dressed up,
And we all went out, talking and laughing throughout the night.

The greatest gifts these ladies gave me was their presence -
And I love them all just so. 

My smartest friend didn't stay the night,
But the others and I stayed in a hotel nearby.

All in all, it was a good birthday,
And I am thankful for another year around the sun.




Saturday, April 24, 2021

Lord Give Me A Sign

 Yeah, uh

In the name of Jesus (Spread the word!)
"No weapon formed against me shall prosper" (Preach!)
"And every tongue that rises against me in judgment, thou shall condemn" (Preach!)
(Lord give me a sign!) "For this is the heritage of the servants of the Lord"
(Preach!) "And their righteousness is of me, " said the Lord (Preach!)
Amen, uh
Lord give me a sign!
I really need talk to you Lord
Since the last time we talked, the walk has been hard
Now I know you haven't left me, but I feel like I'm alone
I'ma big boy now, but I'm still not grown
And I'm still goin' through it (What!), pain and the hurt (Yeah!)
Soakin' up trouble like, rain in the dirt (Yeah!)
And I know, only I can stop the rain
With just the mention of my savior's name, in the name of Jesus
Devil I rebuke you, for what I go through
Been tryna make me do, what I used to (What!)
But all that stops right here (Yeah!)
As long as the Lord's in my life, I will have no fear
I will know no pain, from the light to the dark (Come on!)
I will no show no shame, spit it right from the heart (Come on!)
'Cause it's right from the start, you held me down
And ain't, nothin' they can tell me now
Lord give me a sign!
Let me know what's on yo' mind
Let me know what I'm gon' find
It's all in time, show me how to teach the mind
Show me how to reach the blind, Lord give me a sign!
Show me what I gots to do, to bring me closer to you
As I'ma go through, whatever you want me to
Just let me know what to do, Lord give me a sign!
Please, show me some'n (Some'n)
I'm tired talkin' to him, knowin' he frontin' (Frontin')
Cryin' 'bout, "Life ain't nothin'" (Nothin')
But you either be the one mad 'cause you trapped, or the one huntin' (Come on!)
Trapped in yo' own mind, waitin' on the Lord (Yeah!)
Or huntin' with the word that, cuts like a sword
The spoken word is stronger than, the strongest man
Carries the whole world like the strongest hand
Through the trials and tribulations, you never let us down
I know you're here with us now
(Jesus!) I know you're still with us now
Keep it real with us now, I wanna feel show me how
(Please!) Let me take yo' hand, guide me (What!)
I'll walk slow but stay right beside me
(Please!) Devil's tryna find me (Please)
Hide me, Hold up, I take that back
Protect me and give me the strength to fight back! (Lord give me a sign!)
Let me know what's on yo' mind
Let me know what I'm gon' find
It's all in time, show me how to teach the mind
Show me how to reach the blind, Lord give me a sign!
Show me what I gots to do, to bring me closer to you
As I'ma go through, whatever you want me to
Just let me know what to do, Lord give me a sign!
Life or death, live or die (Uh)
I will never live a lie (Uh)
I'm gon' get because I try (What!)
I won't quit until I die (What!)
I'm gon' make it, wrong or right (Yeah!)
And make it through the darkest time (Yeah!)
And when the morning comes, you'll see
That all I have is God in me (Lord give me a sign!)
"No weapon formed against me shall prosper"
Please! Lord give me a sign!
"For this is the heritage of the servants of the Lord"
In the name of Jesus
Lord give me a sign!
Let me know what's on yo' mind
Let me know what I'm gon' find
It's all in time, show me how to teach the mind
Show me how to reach the blind, Lord give me a sign!
Show me what I gots to do, to bring me closer to you
As I'ma go through, whatever you want me to
Just let me know what to do, Lord give me a sign!
Source: Musixmatch
Songwriters: Scott Storch / Earl Simmons
Lord Give Me a Sign lyrics © Reservoir Media Music, Universal Music Corp., Dead Game Publishing, Boomer X Publishing, Inc.


Tuesday, April 6, 2021

The Highs And The Lows

I used to get a high when I was a CIT at camp as a teenager,
And I adjusted very well to the new normal for the five days.
I cherished the memories then, and I still do now.
It told me a lot about myself.
 
People get high on vacation, 
In new and exciting experiences,
Whether it be a work event or children's camp,
A temporary trip or moving.

The thing is, the high never lasts. 
It has happened at concerts and fairs,
And anything that makes people excited.
But the real person is in the day in and day out.

Who are you really, when the tough comes along?
What is your character, and what is your response?
When you've had little sleep and just reaction is there,
Are you loving, or are you scared?