I Had To

There's a policy in my house, 

Don't ask and Don't tell.

I don't like to keep buying it,

but I can't stand to see him in so much pain.

See, alcohol makes his headaches hurt less,

but I am afraid he is dependent on it

and afraid I am contributing to it.

I don't know what to do,

or who I could talk to,

so for now, I had to

once again.