Sunday, March 15, 2026

His Strength is Perfect

Lyrics
I can do all thingsThrough Christ who gives me strengthBut sometimes I wonder what He can do through meNo great success to showNo glory of my ownYet in my weakness He is there to let me know
His strength is perfect when our strength is goneHe'll carry us when we can't carry onRaised in His power, the weak become strongHis strength is perfect, His strength is perfect
We can only knowThe power that He holdsWhen we truly see how deep our weakness goesHis strength in us beginsWhere ours comes to an endHe hears our humble cry and proves again
His strength is perfect when our strength is goneHe'll carry us when we can't carry onRaised in His power, the weak become strongHis strength is perfect, His strength is perfect
Source: LyricFind
Songwriters: Jerry Dean Salley Jr. / Steven Curtis Chapman
His Strength Is Perfect lyrics © Capitol CMG Publishing
Source: LyricFind
Songwriters: Jerry Dean Salley Jr. / Steven Curtis Chapman
His Strength Is Perfect lyrics © Capitol CMG Publishing



Friday, February 13, 2026

There is a Picture

There is a picture of me at 7 years old,
Where the lighting makes me look like I have blond hair,
Even though it was a medium dark brown.
I always wanted blond hair as a child.

When I was a teenager I saw this photo, 
And I did not recognize it, and I asked my mom who it was.
My mom told me it was me.
And I still wonder about this time.

I was in a green fishing vest with a fishing rod,
Even though I didn't like green or fishing.
I remember a man encouragingly helping me into the vest,
And it was by a pool, with people my parents knew.

I know that it was after I was sexually abused
By a half brother of the girl I spent the night with.
I remember feeling in a haze in this picture,
But I am not sure why.

I did have a dream once of being abused by distant family friends,
And found out I was one of many.
I do not remember if it was before or after I remembered my abuse,
But I have a vivid memory of the end of the dream where I found out.

It does not compare to the abuse many have repeatedly faced,
But hearing others' stories brings up this memory
Of a time I can hardly remember,
And I have more questions than answers.




Saturday, January 10, 2026

It's a Different Year

What Now?

I don't know what this year looks like.

I know that it has many unknowns and many sorrows,

But also God is here, so there is Good in this world.

It is really hard to see.

God is in this world,

so there is Hope.